oh my gosh this sucks because i am so happy right now and laughing and shit but i have SO MUCH stuff to do
Math test tomorrow
SAT the following day
Homework to catch up on while i was sick
and more than all of that…we started filling in college applications today.
I don’t know why, but I just sorta…wow. I am filling in an application for a COLLEGE! That I may be ATTENDING! And like…LIVING THERE!
it’s just hard to take in and it… struck me really suddenly and
excited too! but, yanno. it’s scary.
i don’t know…HOW to feel. besides overwhelmed, that is.
i’m pushing the enter key too much, i should stop. but yeah. gotta…go…do that stuff holy SHIT man i am typing it and i still can’t believe it I AM HOLDING AN APPLICATION IN MY HAND. WHY AM I CRYING, THIS SHOULD BE EXCITING wow i need to get myself together. okay. yeah. this is happening.